I have been counting and it turns out that, all this while I have been a wife to my husband for 11 years and a working mom for my son for 7 years.. Really, I have been working my a** of to survive without even realizing that I am getting older year by year and eventually I had missed the opportunity to really think what I want in my life... Suddenly, at the age of 38 years, I am starting to realize my mistakes and this instantaneous adrenaline rush surged my mind like a hard waterfall.....and I, now know what I want to do in my life... is it too late? or is it the best time for me to be selfish? can I really do it? how can I do it when everything is still in a mess? There are many questions come to my mind at once. I am becoming weak and at lost again...
May Allah s.w.t. sets me His guidance....
